Nothing like a good healthy orgasm to help you go to sleep.
Well, I’m good and drunk. And, I wish I had someone to share this bed with me!
I really feel like shit about myself. A lot. I’m just… lonely.
But, then I start thinking. I have a great job. I am almost finished with my associate degree in nursing. I have a nice car that I am paying for on my own. I have a great supportive mom and dad. Also, I still have my youth.
There is still this big disconnect in my life, though. Maybe, another two years of soul searching will help me figure things out.
I need to get my head out of the clouds. It’s just never fucking going to happen for me.
My supposed best friend let her girlfriend call me a bitch and a whore. And, now I’m drunk. *sigh* Time to accept things for how they have been. I’m ending an 7 or 8 year friendship. For good. I’m done being the villain.