Look how damn adorable I am. :D

I think I’ve hit a depression that I can’t work myself out of.

Goodnight!

Nothing like a good healthy orgasm to help you go to sleep.

Well, I’m good and drunk. And, I wish I had someone to share this bed with me!

Lucky Number 13 

Last night…. Wow. :)

I absolutely cannot wait for this weekend. ;)

I am missing all the wrong people tonight. ):

I’m damn 20 years old and I’m still afraid of the dark.

I really feel like shit about myself. A lot. I’m just… lonely. 

But, then I start thinking. I have a great job. I am almost finished with my associate degree in nursing. I have a nice car that I am paying for on my own. I have a great supportive mom and dad. Also, I still have my youth. 

There is still this big disconnect in my life, though.  Maybe, another two years of soul searching will help me figure things out. 

I really wish I wasn’t at work right now. :/ *sigh*

Seeing her face makes my heart race…

I need to get my head out of the clouds. It’s just never fucking going to happen for me.

I am unlovable.

My supposed best friend let her girlfriend call me a bitch and a whore. And, now I’m drunk. *sigh* Time to accept things for how they have been. I’m ending an 7 or 8 year friendship. For good. I’m done being the villain.

Right now, I just really want to leave North Carolina.